Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Missing you

My heart is crying because it is alone
It is weeping without making a single sound
My heart is heavy with many sad emotions
Which feel heavier than a thousand pounds
Your void in my life, ever since you left
Has caused an unstoppable emotional leakage
My heart and mind are never in-sync
And I am shivering as I write this message
I miss you

My heart aches for you
My eyes cry for you
My lips long for you
My hands feel alone without you
My body shivers without you
Please tell me what to do
I miss you

Without you
Sweet tastes sour
And nothing in this world
Seems worthy enough to devour
Coffee and hot chocolate
Just doesn’t taste the same
Going out to have ice cream
Feels boring and pretty lame
And for this sorry state of mine
I have your absence to blame
I miss you

Miss u so much Am...

Monday, December 2, 2013

Happy Birthday Am...

2nd Dec 2013....Happy Birthday Am!!

Harini merupakan birthday insan yg masih aku sayang...Am...walaupun aku x tahu dimana dia berada (kemungkinan die g belayar) tapi still aku xlupe birthday die.even antara kami tiada lg hubungan istimewa (bkn kehendak aku dan die) tp aku masih ade rase sayang tu kat die...rase yg xpernah padam dr hati aku.

Am...semoga pertambahan umur ini dpt mwmberi kebahagiaan yg berpanjangan walau tanpa aku disisi...doaku sentiasa mengiringi harimu...terlalu sukar utk ku lalui semua ni tp InshaaAllah dgn izinNya akan ku lalui segalanya tanpamu...terlalu perit tp harusku telan jua... 

Happy birthday Am...semoga bahagia didunia dan akhirat...semoga segala impianmu akan tercapai...terima di ayas segala kebahagian dan kegembiraan yg kau kongsikan pdku walau seketika...

Sungguh aku tidak mampu melupakan dirimu walau sesaat pun...setiap saat aku sentiasa teringat dirimu...:'(...tp aku redha...demi kebahagian dirimu dan keluarhamu...aku redha utk cube melepaskanmu dr hati dan hidupku biarpun ia akan mengambil mase yg lama utk aku melepaskanmu dr hatiku....

Lastly, happy birthday Amiruldin...

For dearest Am....
When I see you in the morning
it brightens up my day
there are so many thoughts on my mind
so many words I want to say

I want to tell you how I feel
but the words I can not find
they're all mixed up with my thoughts
that are running through my mind

I've been keeping it locked up
because I know there's not a chance
you never look my way
you don't even take a glance

You don't even know you're doing this
toying with my heart
I wish I could just tell you
but I don't know where to start

Should I tell you how much you mean to me
or how bad I want to be with you
if I were to say these things
how would you react, what would you do

Would you never talk to me again
would you never look my way
that would just bring me back
to where I am today

Then I'd start all over
and choose a different route
to make you understand
my feelings that want out

I don't know what to do
or even how to say
maybe I should lock it up
and keep myself away

My heart would ache even more
but maybe for the good
I just really want to tell you
only if I could

From the person u hurt so much,

Sunday, December 1, 2013

I'm back

Hi.. lame gile kat jenguk sini.bersawang dah blog  ni.huhuhuhu...
Nothing much to say but rite now I'm really missing somebody.miss him so much...am dimanakah am sekarang?kenapa sepi tanpa berita.missing u like crazy...
Falling in love with you
Taught me how to value your presence
But it did not teach me
How to deal with your absence
The stars can stop shining
The sun can turn blue
But I will never find out
How to stop missing you